shd'v blogged on the 29th.. hahaz.. his bday. kinda happy with myself cos i really made an effort to do some things and i'm glad it all went q smoothly.. hahaz :) o yah.. the only sad thing was dat the monkey keychain disappeared.. think he dropped it sumwhere den now it dunno lun luo dao na li le.. so sad. haiz.. thinking of getting another 1 cos i really think it's v cute lor. but anw, he's damn ke ai k? hope he enjoyed the day..
at the beginning, i din think we'll last v long and we really broke up in less than a mth. when we got back 2gether, i was v unsure abt it too but now i'm glad we made up. i nv believed relationships at dis age last v long, but at least now i dun get the feeling dat we'r going to break up again anytime soon. we may haf our differences and stuffs, but everybody's diff and nobody's perfect, so we just hafta learn to compromise, to noe when to gif and take sumtimes :)
talked to peiling just now and she seems really down. said she's v tired of everything and stuffs lidat. think the tot of going back to sch is getting into every1.. was thinking dat it's gd dat sch's reopening cos lidat den wun haf training and training and nth else in the already boring life of mine. but i realised i'v 4gotten almost everything so it's time to revise.. sian.. also just found out dat i haf other hw to do so i'm going to hafta spend the last day of 2003 and mayb even the 1st day of 2004 doing my hw. how great is dat..? bleahs.
now dat the yr's almost gone (and will b gone in lyk, 23hrs?), it's time to think back and recall memorable stuffs! hahaz.. okay.. let's c.. was in pjc for 1st 3mths.. tot it was q okay there but just not my kinda place though it's lyk much³ better than in ny cos NY SUX. went njc after dat.. joined canoeing.. made some gd frens lyk ah pa, ah gong, xiao hei, derwin, blah.. kept in touch with old frens lyk ry :D , peiling, yq.. got to noe xiao bai :þ
seems lyk dat's abt all of the okay/nice stuffs of the yr in a few words. haha.. not exactly a v interesting yr but still much³ better than the 4yrs in ny. (okayokay, i shall not go into how much dat place sux) anw, unhappy stuffs also got alotalot lah.. many things haf happened and vvv few pple noe abt those stuffs.. i prefer to keep such things to myself and mayb dat's the prob with me but i dun really care anymore. just wan to hurry up and get to the end of dis seemingly never-ending road of life without suffering too many cuts and scratches. i will endure just to c wad's really at the end of all dis. and it better b gd.
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http://www.naucon.net/misc/tests/fruit.htm
You have selected mango.
A mango lover is a personality to be reckoned with; quite often you are a person who has quite fixed ideas, and influencing you is no easy task. You tend to be an extremist with strong likes and dislikes; and at times even like to control a situation. You enjoy getting involved in something that presents mental challenge. Strong as you may be, you are like a kitten when you are with your partner. You accommodate the love of your life, and make up for all the strong will elsewhere!
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Saturday, December 27, 2003
1. i'm really vvv negative abt life. i'v always tot life sux, but i din realise how much more i really hated it than i tot i did.
2. pple arnd me nv seem to b able to understand anything abt me. everything i do, everything dat goes thru my mind is a total mystery to them. not lyk i care though. sumtimes i just wish dat every1 disappears from my life.
3. i dun think i'm afraid of death. dun plan to live v long anw. wld love to die right now.
4. think i suffer from periodic depression. schizophrenic mayb?
5. every1's lives suck. it's just a matter of the level of suckiness. i can easily think of 5pple who's life sux as much as mine.
6. it's vvv hard to find happiness in life. happiness is fleeting.short-lived.blah.wadeva. or shd i say, COMPLETELY NON-EXISTENT?
7. crying is stupid and useless cos tears r worthless. only pathetic pple cry.
8. i haf alot of secrets dat i dun tell pple abt. they'r all weighing me downdowndown.. but i lyk it dis way. dun lyk pple to noe anything abt me cos i dun nid any1 to understand me.
9. the 1 u love the most is nv the 1 who loves u the most. but in the 1st place, how do u define 'love'? and no, there's nth wrong between me and him. i'm just kina disillusioned.
10. pple r nv wad they seem to b on the outside. u can nv read another person's mind, nv noe another person inside-out, nv understand how another person feels abt sth, nv predict wad another person will do or say next, nv tell if another person is telling the truth,...
no, i'm not crazy.mad.blah.wadeva. i'v just seen thru life and i'm sick of living. if i had a choice, i wldv been dead a long time ago. i'm just waiting for sth to happen, waiting for the worst to come, waiting for the last straw, den i'll happily.gladly.eagerly depart from dis hell of a place called earth without any hesitation. there's nth to hold me back, nth worth living for, nth dat i will wan to take with me in death. nth.
if u ask me, i'll tell u dat there's no raison d'etre (reason for existence). not at all.
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Congratulations! You're Legolas!
Which Lord of the Rings character and personality problem are you?
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Friday, December 19, 2003
"but duno y i wana change my life by quitting gambling 4 u lohz.."
dat's lyk the sweetest thing he said to me lor.. hahaz.. i dunno how true dat is but still.. :)
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1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love.
You chose the long road--you take your time and do not fall in
love easily.
2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a
relationship, while the number of white represents what you
expect in return.
You give 75% and expect 25% in return.
3. This question represents your attitude towards handling
relationship problems.
You like to get the person yourself--you are a more direct
person and like to work out problems immediately.
4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like to see
your boy/girlfriend.
You want to place the roses on the bed--you like to see him/her
a lot.
5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality.
You prefer the person to be asleep--you love the person as the
way s/he is.
6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone.
You chose the longer road--you will tend to stay in love for
a long time.
i think the results r true except for the 2nd qn.. hahaz
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Wednesday, December 17, 2003
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1. You are attracted to those who are elegant and well-mannered.
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is patience, never give up on you.
3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is stylish.
4. What you hate most in your partner is that the person is
ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic.
5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is that both of you can talk about everything and
anything, no secret is kept.
6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.
7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.
8. At this moment, you think of love as a committment for both parties.
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Tuesday, December 02, 2003
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Monday, December 01, 2003
Raffles Girls' School
which secondary school (singapore) should you be in?
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haha :) i'd have died if the result was NYGH. really. i'd have died.
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